March 25, 2010

Bruce is starting to feel better, just a tad, but its in the right direction :) HE sends his love to all his family and friends. He said last night he will b glad when he can go home so that he can get some rest. And not get work up at 4am for blood work and vital signs. He is starting to get aggravated with the nurses cause he wants to get up and sit in a chair and he isnt allowed to do so. THis morning his blood sugar was 146, temp 96.5, BP 102/75, heart rate between 75-90 as long as he lays still. The dont want it over a 95. So when he goes home he is to do NOTHING! watch TV and chill out. I know that is going to be so so hard for him cause he is just an active person. It hurts him when he wasnt to go do something and he cant. I have told him that we will make it we will make it as ONE... When family and friends work together to keep one person here then you know that you have a GREAT support system. I dont want him to freak out about anything. I will not allow ANYONE to stress him out... I will NOT allow anyone to run over him either. Its my job to comfort him as well as protect him from thing that could be harmful to him. And that is what i will do.

I know that in 40 days he will be looking to get a bi ventricular pacemaker put in. I have hear about it and everything that i have read was good. I want him to be able to see his kids all graduate, go to college, get married and have kids of their own. He can do all of that, just up to how strong of a will power he has.

Since no one is promised tomorrow, live today as if its your last. Enjoy today, give your kids a hug and a smile. Life is to short to deal with the small shit.

Im staying here most of the day, i need to save what gas i do have left to get him home. I get torn between being here with Bruce and being home with the little ones. Even tho i know that the older kids are taking care of them. Cause Tameryn will tell on them LOL

I will update more this afternoon